"We’re always thinking that someday we’ll be happy; we’ll get that car or that job or that person in our lives that’ll fix everything. But happiness is a mood, and it’s a condition, not a destination. It’s like being tired or hungry, it’s not permanent. It comes and goes, and that’s okay."

Monday, November 19, 2012

Ninth Week of Nursing School


November 15th, 2012

Dear Lifes Curve Balls,

            I don't understand how it is possible for so many problems to occur in just a few days. My mood has completely plummeted. Not only am I sick with a runny/stuffy nose, sneezing, headache, and sinus congestion, but on top of that I had to study for Pathophysiology. I ended up attending my integrative seminar on Tuesday morning, but ended up skipping the rest of my classes so I could get some rest and gather energy to study for the test. I'm just glad I wasn’t sick on Monday because missing off campus clinical would have been bad. After trying to sleep off my illness on Tuesday and Wednesday, I ended up staying up all of last night to cram as much as I could. I don't know how I did on the exam, but considering the circumstances I hope I get at least get a B.
            On top of that, it's my time of the month, I lost my microSD card that contained the majority of my Europe trip pictures on it, and my current living conditions are absolutely disgusting. I could have easily have tolerated these little problems individually, but it just felt like everything piled up all at once. It being my time of the month, of course my emotions were running wild. The fact I lost my microSD card made me extremely depressed because I am a person that likes to hold on to happy memories and my trip to Europe this summer with my mom was very important to me. As for my living conditions, my apartment mate is a slob and I keep having to clean up after her. It's ridiculous because I clean the bathroom and kitchen every few days and she still manages to make a mess within hours. I want to move out because feel so uncomfortable in my apartment; I feel like I'm living like a homeless person. Like a big baby, I ended up calling my parents to spill my guts to them.

Please Stop Coming At Me,
Clos3tGirlyGirl

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